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STILL LIFE

by CRESTWOOD

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How many times will I fall
How many times was my fault
I lost count
Of all the reasons to cry for
I’m lost for sleep when night calls
I toss and turn
I’m lost for words
I search for a reason to die for
Is it the pain of regret
The chain on my neck
The stain on my vest
The state of neglect
I mainly reflect
I’m stuck in my past
I fought every step
My face is a mask
I swallow my breath
Now there’s nothing left to feel
I need something next to real
I’d pull my heart out of my chest to steal anything I can find that sheds a light
I confess I might need all the blood you spilled
I need to borrow your love to see all the sorrow in my life fulfilled
Even if I’m left to wallow in my pride and it kills me I want it
So instead of keeping my mouth shut motherfucker I run it

I pray the lord forgive us
And this is for my brothers that’s no longer with us
I’ll be home soon
And with God as my witness
I’ve seen the Devil intertwine Himself within us
That’s what got my ex girl hooked on heroin
That’s why my best friends be looking like Marylin
And I’m in this bitch looking like Errol Flynn
Trying not to let these feelings get under my skin like keratin
I beg you please don’t take my soul from me
If I did wrong I was just trying to fill the holes in me
And sometimes I feel like I lost control of me
Will you let me know if there’s any hope for those like me
I’m at war with every urge to relapse
I want to watch myself fall off the wagon and let my whole world collapse
I often question my infatuation with coming undone
And letting everything I have slip from under my thumb

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released July 19, 2019
Written, engineered, produced, mixed and mastered by Christopher Benson

Artwork by Jordan Mason

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